I always
thought I am a steady worker, and I always thought that it did not really make
much of a difference whether I was working under a deadline or not. In terms
of efficiency and dedication, I mean – it certainly does make a difference in
terms of feeling pressured and comfortable. Which is to say: I prefer working
without the pressure. (Well, who doesn't.)
But I have
to adjust my self-image about the efficiency. Without the real pressure of facing a deadline that
calls for ‘only new quilts’ (and close to 30 m...) I am still fumbling about,
doodling along. Free flow of creativity is still at a low tide point and right
now I don’t see any signs that the tide is actually turning. So I am planning
next weekend, when friends from my year as an exchange student will be coming
to visit and celebrate our thirty-year-reunion (ugh - we're growing old), am selling my husband’s sorted
out books on ebay and doing this and that. Hibernating?
I have been
working on commissions which I will talk about later, when they are all
finished, but apart from that...
I started
teaching another beginners class at the local community college in Landshut earlier this month , and on the
third evening of the class the agenda called for diagonally split squares. I
usually tell the students about three different techniques for making these
squares – starting from squares as such, from long strips, and what I have got
to know as “fast and easy triangles”. But as I found out over several instances
of demonstrating this technique, I only accumulate a certain number of these
triangles without ever doing anything with them. First, because they are never
enough, and secondly because I keep demonstrating with different sizes, so they
don’t even match. This time, I decided that I would not fall into this trap
again.
I took
along my own sewing machine to class so I would be working with my own seam
allowance, and not get stuck with samples from the machines in the classroom,
which my come with another seam allowance.
Heavily packed - glad for the wheels under the case for the sewing machine, though they are only partially helpful in snow and on cobble-stones... |
And when I
got home, I quickly started making a few more of the same size triangles that had been the result of the demonstration in class.
And more.
Started
another UFO?
Yesterday I
realized that this was a good way to tie me over, fill the need to handle
fabric and hear the sound of the sewing machine, and mindlessly kept producting
more and more right-angled triangle squares.
By now I
have made enough squares to complete a blanket-sized quilt. All I need to do is
sew them together.
Who knows
what this procrastination is good for...
This sort of constructive procrastination is good for generating unrelated but useful ideas ... the sort that you wonder "Where did that come from?" Eventually they will surface!
ReplyDeleteYou are exactly right, Margaret, and probably everybody has this kind of phases in their activities. It is exciting and annoying at the same time, though: exciting, because you wonder what it is all leading up to, and annoying, because you might keep thinking "shouldn't I be doing something more serious with my precioius time than just fiddling around?" And why the h... doesn't this period speed up a bit and get done with it... ;-))
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